Reflecting on my practice / and how I learned to continue to neglect mydream

For a long time, I have been running around, from place to place, and back again. I have constantly been saying 'I'll just finish this and that and make a start on that to-do-list and THEN I can have free head space, relax in a quiet space and write, reflect and try to work out what exactly am I doing in my practice and with my research.

Being so busy with work is destroying my career! How strange does that sound!!?

But how true!! All the 'lists' (see above) are to do with work, so the time input in is overtime. OVER TIME. TIME OVER.

I will take time where I can and continue to get regular head space. Hopeing I can find a way. 

Then I will start to draw conclusions to how my theoretical writings and readings can influence and inject energy to the process so I can complete. Anything else I want to do, creatively, is on hold. I need to get and grab.. Need to complete and become free for new ideas to develop without obstacles.